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Grownin up, I never thought I had it.
Always deemed a bad kid, I'm lookin back at it.
Seein my reflection and the lessons that have padded...
me into a recession. It's a blessin that I'm rappin...
Cause I could be dead with my homies, so now I've added
A new plan to for my life, God I promise no more trappin
It's a blessing in disguise. With everything that's happened.
Could've turned my back on you, with all this sickness that I'm trapped in.
But I've opened my heart, let you in, and you've opened my eyes.
I closed the door on the past. So when I'm closin my eyes.
I'm makin sure I meet my maker, and not my demise.
I've been through so many trials that it's kinda hard to disguise.
That I'm not feeling any pain, when you know that I am.
Thought I could cover it up, I tried to be a grown man.
Thought that I was in control, tried to have my own plans.
But now I'm lettin it out and reachin out for your hands.
This loads gettin heavy, all this weight on my shoulders.
My knees are getting weak, I just pray I can hold em.
Steady as a rock, while I'm lifting these boulders.
Of me being sick and that my life's almost over.
But now I'm gonna pray, I've got somethin to say.
Lord, please give me the strength. Can you send it my way?
He said yes son, I love you, and I'll do it today.
Thank you Lord, I love you too. And now I'm doin okay.
The boulders are suddenly gone, and it's back to the song.
And he keeps showin me what I've lacked all along.
That a little bit of struggle mixed with a little faith.
Brings mounds of joy and hope. All my doubts are erased.
I should've never doubted you, you made me in your image.
And I'm glad that the old me is an already faded image.
Something that's left behind, cause now I'm racing to the finish.
And my body may die, but my soul will never diminish.
